Nipping Agony

Alone in the shadows of my sorrow
I wander in guilt and fear

My pain is quiet and cold
It nips at me like a winter frost
Melting far to slowly in the fading sunlight-
that once was your smile

My hatred for myself grows stronger and stronger
Its a beast waiting to get out
This is my nipping agony,
my sad goodbye-
to you

Never told a soul

He never loved me
i know its true
i never loved him
but i wanted to
i kept this feeling locked up
nvr told a soul yeah
kept trying to escape oh no
He never kissed me
with feelings that were true
i never kissed him
like i wanted to
i kept this feeling locked up
nvr told a soul yeah
kept trying to escape oh no
He never looked at me
4 me yeah its true
i never looked @ him
like i needed to
i kept this feeling locked up
nvr told a soul yeah
kept trying to escape oh no
he never did for me
like someone who was true
i always did for him
what people told me to
i kept this feeling locked up
nvr told a soul yeah
kept trying to escape oh no
Gotta let it out
make it known
we werent meant to be
please just try and see...

Blues schemed poem for english last year -This Uneven Trek

Baby i am such a wreck
But i know i have to try
But i know we wont survive this trek
And we will say goodbye
Baby i am such a wreck
But i know i have to try
But i know we wont survive this trek
And we will say goodbye
If i had one more chance
Id tell you how i feel
If i had one more chance
Id show you this is real
I don't want to cry
but I'm not getting any stronger
just let out more sigh
Cuz i cant hold on much longer
Is it even worth it
To hold onto us tight
Is it even worth it
To try with all my might
Baby i am such a wreck
But i know i have to try
But i know we wont survive this trek
And we will say goodbye

A Mother's Love- Dedicated to Ceres(mythology mother)

She shall search the world with hope filled glances
And sadness
Ne’er will her love die, like a fire burning bright all hours
Day and night
Death to the person who’d steal her child away
From her loving arms
Even if they steal their heart or kidnap them from a park
Her baby is still gone
A child hurting is a stab to her heart
Help him out she must
She’ll promise anything to anyone and see it through
As long as her child comes home
Till the time when her mourning ends you’ll know
Mother’s are like Ceres
They give and give for every child reminds them of theirs
And theirs is their whole world

Dont Ask Me To Make Promises I Wont Keep

A better life

A better time

Another person questions why

Why she sits and

Why she cries

No one knows the reason why

Why she sits-praying she'll die

only i know the reason why-

A harder life

A harder time

And she tries to live their lies

She tries and tries

But always fails

She calls herself a human disgrace

She thinks of ways to run away

And no one will ever find a trace

Of a broken life

In a broken time

The hands of time keep spinning

And everyone around her is winning

While she stays in the same

Damned space praying for the end-

JUST PRAYING FOR THE END!

Child Abuse[poem]-Inspired mainly by Martina Mcbride

Little fists

tiny arms

a little child

she means no harm

innocent thoughts

sweetest little smile

little feet

tiny legs

a little girl

she did nothing wrong

innocent games

sweetest words to hear

a bruise here

another one there

a scrapped up knee-from child's play?

a broken rib

a bleeding nose

tears stream down her face

little body

in the ground

a mother's love that went so wrong

murderous mother!

you put your child to the grave!

to be a concrete angel!

you left another with no place

and you belong in jail

i love you sister dearest

i forgive you

but i can never forget

the murder you committed

to an angel sent to earth

We're Through- My Latest Song

I spent the whole night through
thinking about you
and wondering and pondering
If i was on your mind to
But the answer is clear
By the silence in my ear

Where's the call you promised me?
And there's no letter in the mail...
So it's plain as the moon above...

That we're through....

I spent the whole week through
thinking of me and you
and trying and forcing
myself to forget you
But in my head its clear
even with the silence in the air...

Where's the call you promised me?
And there's no letter in the mail....
So it's plain as the moon above....

That we're through...

Even though I'm not
over you
and i know that you've moved on
But the questions still here
And the silence lingers near

Where's the call you promised me?
And there's no letter in the mail....
So its plain as the moon above....
That we're through...